Hi people
Life's pretty cool; My exam yest was pretty cool thx to your prayers.Yesterday as i was completely engrossed in doin my prog, for a moment i was wondering if i was gonna enter the monitor;anywayz i couldnt help noticing a few "sincere" friends of mine slowly removing the most boring and irritating media of our times "The floppy" and without the notice of anyone copying their problem from it.
But they couldnt escape my eyes and when they saw me noticing them, they obviously offered me too. But i bluntly refused saying ,I would rather fail ,than resort to such means. Although the external examiner and internal appreciated my program i couldnt help feeling angry when they did theirs too, it was as if an insult to all those people who actually worked hard and honestly.
After the examination i was confronted by one of my able and "sincere" friends saying in a race the way u take up doesnt matter it is finally the destination that matters. The examiners are least bothered as to how much hardwork u have put in but what matters is ur output, at the end of the day "ur program should work".
But i defended myself saying that above everything forget the fact of the output or the program or even the vivas what matters is the internal satisfaction of achieving something. Even though an examination is like a small issue, the smile which comes to ur face when ur program gives valid output and the self-confidence it boosts is what matters at the end of the day. Your heart gives out a silent squeak saying 'i did it!" and says a silent prayer thanking the almighty for helping you and honouring ur hardwork! At the end of the day u sleep with a clear conscience !
It is very sad that educated and able people have such cynical thoughts and there is no one to correct them. They forget for a while that even though the examiners arent watching far above someone is watching and entering these acts of yours. Forget the punishments but not for once should u hurt the creater after all whatever u r today is all becoz of Him.
The arguement with my friend continued almost for an hour and at the end of the day i wasnt able to convince him but deep down, even his heart and conscience would have said "i agree"
Friday, April 29, 2005
Wednesday, April 27, 2005
ITS EXAM TIME BABY
hi guys,
Its again the time of the year; Long nights with tea seeming to be heavenly the time to forget laughter time to forget and completely eradicate the word sleep from our dictionaries(This one thing is like hell) and time to forget about all the latest movies at Inox. Time to dig into heaps of books and learn what harvard and Von Nueman had to say (No offences!). Its the time to Study! I have my exam on assembly language coding tomorrow. And i am so worked that i am actually talking in hex's and bytes. Not that i dont like this paper, I actually love it but as they say an overdose of everything is bad!! As time ticks i get more and more worried! So thought why not chill up with my whacky friends online! What say! Anywayz i read a very interesting blog from my cousin which gave me a very beautiful message that u dont have to run behind ur goals it would rather come and knock at ur door if u have
done ur part! u do ur best and leave the rest to the person far above he knows what is good and what is bad and he knows what to do! So guys juz work out ur best and leave the rest to our Divine father in heaven He cares and HE knows our efforts!
So waiting for tomorrow in fact very eagerly!
so wish me luck i will meet ya tomm after my exams
and do pray for me!
luv nandy
Its again the time of the year; Long nights with tea seeming to be heavenly the time to forget laughter time to forget and completely eradicate the word sleep from our dictionaries(This one thing is like hell) and time to forget about all the latest movies at Inox. Time to dig into heaps of books and learn what harvard and Von Nueman had to say (No offences!). Its the time to Study! I have my exam on assembly language coding tomorrow. And i am so worked that i am actually talking in hex's and bytes. Not that i dont like this paper, I actually love it but as they say an overdose of everything is bad!! As time ticks i get more and more worried! So thought why not chill up with my whacky friends online! What say! Anywayz i read a very interesting blog from my cousin which gave me a very beautiful message that u dont have to run behind ur goals it would rather come and knock at ur door if u have
done ur part! u do ur best and leave the rest to the person far above he knows what is good and what is bad and he knows what to do! So guys juz work out ur best and leave the rest to our Divine father in heaven He cares and HE knows our efforts!
So waiting for tomorrow in fact very eagerly!
so wish me luck i will meet ya tomm after my exams
and do pray for me!
luv nandy
Monday, April 25, 2005
IS THIS THE WORLD GOD CREATED
HIYA GUYS,
What i am gonna tell u right now is somethn that most of us never bother to think about.Never wonder why this is happening. A friend of mine (we'll refer as x) is a muslim.Not a big deal what difference does this make thats what we think. But thats not true.During the recent india-pak one day series the last odi was won by our dear old pak. So what does this imply well none more tahn poor performance by india. But some people jsut wont take it at this level. Eventually even my friend (just like all others) was upset taht india lost but it wasnt just taht. Some other friends of hers were out there and they actually went to the extent of telling her that "All muslims are -----" well the poor girl came to me and broke into tears. This is what she said "Why do we get singled out?We are as much a part of INDIA as u r then why do we get singled out..ONe of my sisters topper of her university didnt get a job in a very good company She had passed all the interviews and she was rejected only bcoz she was a muslim. Is it my fault that i am a muslim.Cant we live peacefully.Why is it such a big deal.I make lot of friends and they leave me when they get to know that i am a musim. Why? " i really didnt have any words to console her. I was jsut wondering if this is the behaviour of the so called *educated* people of india then what to say of the uneducated people. I was very deeply upset by this incident.My dear friends when the infinite mercy doesnt care whether u are a hindu or a muslim and still loves u for what u r then y do u create differences. Why try to do something which will disrupt ur harmony as well as others'. Even they have the same red blood as u have . Even they are children of GOD as u are then why fight. Religion should be given priority as a "path to reach GOD AND NOT THE LORD HIMSELF"
Does it matter that u read gita to achieve liberation and they read koran.
IS this the World God created! Come lets join hands and try to educate the educated.
LEt there be one religion called HUMANITY and one language called LOVE AND PEACE.
What i am gonna tell u right now is somethn that most of us never bother to think about.Never wonder why this is happening. A friend of mine (we'll refer as x) is a muslim.Not a big deal what difference does this make thats what we think. But thats not true.During the recent india-pak one day series the last odi was won by our dear old pak. So what does this imply well none more tahn poor performance by india. But some people jsut wont take it at this level. Eventually even my friend (just like all others) was upset taht india lost but it wasnt just taht. Some other friends of hers were out there and they actually went to the extent of telling her that "All muslims are -----" well the poor girl came to me and broke into tears. This is what she said "Why do we get singled out?We are as much a part of INDIA as u r then why do we get singled out..ONe of my sisters topper of her university didnt get a job in a very good company She had passed all the interviews and she was rejected only bcoz she was a muslim. Is it my fault that i am a muslim.Cant we live peacefully.Why is it such a big deal.I make lot of friends and they leave me when they get to know that i am a musim. Why? " i really didnt have any words to console her. I was jsut wondering if this is the behaviour of the so called *educated* people of india then what to say of the uneducated people. I was very deeply upset by this incident.My dear friends when the infinite mercy doesnt care whether u are a hindu or a muslim and still loves u for what u r then y do u create differences. Why try to do something which will disrupt ur harmony as well as others'. Even they have the same red blood as u have . Even they are children of GOD as u are then why fight. Religion should be given priority as a "path to reach GOD AND NOT THE LORD HIMSELF"
Does it matter that u read gita to achieve liberation and they read koran.
IS this the World God created! Come lets join hands and try to educate the educated.
LEt there be one religion called HUMANITY and one language called LOVE AND PEACE.
TO BE OR NOT TO BE
Hi guys,
You know sometimes i feel i was wrong i should have never come to pune; never stayed away from home; why do stuff which is different why? i have always been known as a trend breaker; i guess had i not been an engineer i would have made a wonderful criminal; i have quite a good repo of being a "Good samaritan" .Gone are the times when if u lend an ear to someone's woes wasn't a big deal. today it is! if i try to help a friend then i am supposed to be vey gud coz out of my 24 hrs i spared a couple of min to hear someone whose talks arent gonna benifit me in any way. i dont know if this is right but all i know is when a call a person my friend i am there for them. no matter what i will stand with them. A very bad incident took place this morning it actually shook my beliefs whether i should really make friends. A very gud frnd of mine actually a roomie was having lot of problems and people were making life hell for her. And i was shocked to find out that it was my best friend who was doing this and my gang was suppoerting her. So in order to help my roomie i fought against all my best friends and finally now my roomie is very happy people respect her and make friends with her. And most importantly she walks on the road with her head high with dignity but on the other hand i lost my friends for a person whom i didnt know very well. some days ago i gotto know thru a comon frnd that this roomie of mine is happily spreading tales about me. Now that is what is called "life"
Anywayz i was so deeply upset that i had to share my feelings with someone so thanks guys and do remembr this b4 u go out of your way to help someone
You know sometimes i feel i was wrong i should have never come to pune; never stayed away from home; why do stuff which is different why? i have always been known as a trend breaker; i guess had i not been an engineer i would have made a wonderful criminal; i have quite a good repo of being a "Good samaritan" .Gone are the times when if u lend an ear to someone's woes wasn't a big deal. today it is! if i try to help a friend then i am supposed to be vey gud coz out of my 24 hrs i spared a couple of min to hear someone whose talks arent gonna benifit me in any way. i dont know if this is right but all i know is when a call a person my friend i am there for them. no matter what i will stand with them. A very bad incident took place this morning it actually shook my beliefs whether i should really make friends. A very gud frnd of mine actually a roomie was having lot of problems and people were making life hell for her. And i was shocked to find out that it was my best friend who was doing this and my gang was suppoerting her. So in order to help my roomie i fought against all my best friends and finally now my roomie is very happy people respect her and make friends with her. And most importantly she walks on the road with her head high with dignity but on the other hand i lost my friends for a person whom i didnt know very well. some days ago i gotto know thru a comon frnd that this roomie of mine is happily spreading tales about me. Now that is what is called "life"
Anywayz i was so deeply upset that i had to share my feelings with someone so thanks guys and do remembr this b4 u go out of your way to help someone
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