My best friend!!!

Why does human have to have some bad faces…Why does a person you love so much hurt you….why is it that you feel a pain in your heart when someone you love says something that pinches you!!!!
There is a person who is very close to my heart…She is the centre of my life…The only person whom I proudly say is my best friend…when this person hurts me I can’t bear it….i have never told that person what is it about them that hurts me….Any person who hurts her is my enemy, I can break boundaries to protect her…Her well-wisher is my best friend….Her wish is my command….She is God’s gift to me….But when she hurts me it kills me the most…Maybe she will never understand what she means to me…Maybe I will never tell her that…If I tell her that she hurt me she will feel bad about it because it is completely without her knowledge that she does that….she would not even in her dreams hurt me or offend me…

Today I felt bad because she was the one who encouraged a habit actually a talent according to her… but when I requested her to have a look she refused saying she didn’t have time…She wasn’t very busy just reading some mails forwarded to her…They were interesting but my thing was more important…All these years I used to wait for her to have one glance at me…She is strange, when I am away she used to talk to me for hours…When I am near her, she doesn’t have time for me…That’s the way she is…I am very possessive about her…For she is all I have…When I find her giving too much time to someone else I become crabby…I just can’t share her with anyone…That’s why maybe she hurts me the most!!!
But still she is & will always remain my best friend for ever.....